November 20th was the last time I said anything on my blog....which was two days before my reconstructive surgery. Of course, that was Thanksgiving week, and I pretty much slept thru that week! Off work a week for post-op, then back to work full steam ahead! And then before I knew it...the year was over....
Fast forward to February 2nd, 2011. I had a redo of the recon. Due to capsular contraction. In my case, the right one was up high and projected, the left was low and flat. Think one-sided cleavage. NOT the look I was going for! Dr. Gawley went thru the same incision, took out the 650 cc implant on the left and replaced it with a 750 cc. Then mesh was added to both sides to hold everything in place. It's now May, and so far, so good :) I think "we" got it right this time :)
I stopped taking the Tamoxifen on April 15th. I could not handle all of the side effects. In the 7.5 months that I was on it, I felt like I was rapidly aging, to about age 90. The oncologist is aware that I stopped, and I was told I could go off for a month, and then call them to see where we go from here. I'll check in later this week...and I honestly don't know what I will agree to do. I feel so much better being off of it, and Tamoxifen is supposed to have less side effects than the other drugs that are available. Which really leaves me with just not taking anything and hoping that the surgery was enough. As the ladies on the breastcancer.org website say...breast cancer is a crap shoot at best!
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